It’s not everyday you get excited over something, some place, or sometimes, someone. When is the last time you actually met someone who has similar opinions, and you decided two of you can knock your head together and still have the same ideas after getting all patched up. Now it’s fun having arguments and disagreements once in a while, but it’s also fun to know that someone actually looks up upon you.

Now what I don’t understand is the fact that some people can’t appreciate the beauty of friendship built from scratch. Without prior knowledge of how they were back then. If you hated a country, must you drag your people to be at war with them when the other country by any means did not touch your people. Sure you question my loyalty, but give me a break, when is the last time you actually cared so much?

This is the very reason I rather stay alone than in a pack. Because having adventure alone rewards more experiences.

Now its been awhile since I posted something, there is no doubt about that, I took that leave because I needed it, there’s too much to write about and too little people will give a damn about it anyway. There’s so much excitement going trough this little head of mine that I can’t control. To be honest, by excitement, I was actually being sarcastic. I thought I had it all planned, clearly I didn’t expect well. Sometimes I just don’t know what I’ve dived into.

Only few people get the last line, and from that few, only one knows how I really feel. It’s not the agony of choosing the wrong path that worries me, but the fact that we already in the path and there’s no turning back. I wish not to concur, but sometimes the way some people think disgust me. They don’t need to be on the same side or having the same opinion, but the fact is that you can’t even accept the opinion of them.

You did your daily routine for almost 22 years of your life, waking up, getting ready, go to school, go back, eat, sleep, play games, a little bit of sports, what if one day you wake up, your routine totally changes, you are still the same person you are as of 22 years ago, but all the routine changed, all you can think of is how to pull off this thing. Magically, after so long of thinking, you realized that all you can do is endure. There is no such thing as damage control, no such thing as turning back. The best advice anyone could give is picking up the pieces together and make the best, out of everything.

Now some of you may or may not disagree with me, but that’s the whole truth. There are all kind of artist. Some artist, paint the moment, some capture it, some make the moments, some live in it. We are all artist.

I bet you Alicia would agree with me. At least for this past two months. It’s a bit unfair knowing how you treat some people well yet again they going to be treating you like shit for no apparent reason. October-November proved to be one of the month I had to spend the most money, up to date, it’s going to be almost RM1000 , first my car crashed, then my harddisk died, now my timing belt worn out, it has been a bad month for me, but nevertheless life goes on, and if you refuse to move along, you’ll get left behind.

But in all that chaotic month, there has been a blessing in disguise, because in that very month I found my better half. More to that soon, till then, I need my beauty sleep.

There is no such idea to be honest. I mean who knows what are the right choices, you could be doing the right thing all along, till someone proved you that you’re wrong. Although you can continue living with your own idea of how things should be run but sooner or later, things just change.

I mean who would know today if you decided to turn leff and took a longer road, you might get into some kind of freak accident, instead if you turn right you’ll be the one causing it, no one can predict the future, no one. So how do we live? By wondering of course, not walking aimlessly, but to actually move with the flow, like time itself.

I can’t help writing this because I feel that recently, I made a lot of moves and taken few path that I wasn’t unsure off, with no regrets of course, because one day, you’ll either tell your children about it as a success story or lesson to be learned. Not a bad trade off I dare say. I’m probably confused with all the commotions going on lately at the same time too, if you get what I’m trying to say, then you’re probably one the few I talked to about this.

On the side note, you never seems to stop surprising me from the first time we met. And as said by Cobb, idea is a dangreous thing, it can either build you or destroy you. Which one are you? Oh well, life is an adventure.

On another side note, who the hell gets gastrick early in the morning before class, its so damn annoying to actually have the need to go and visit the restroom every now and then. Charcoal pill going to save my life today, like it or not.